yeup

i didnt know how this would effect how i am..you being gone a week is hard because i miss you a lot and i get to see you like a couple hours til you leave again to the p.i. for a  whole month and with no talking to you idk if ill be able to sleep comfortably because i know i will have to sleep without my goodnights and i love you..hearing your voice is the reason i fall asleep because it calms me down and makes me just want to sleep so i can dream about you..i wont wake up with smiles anymore„well for a month because i am so used to waking up to goodmorning baby;) or goodmorning hubby;) like thats the est way to start the day knowing you have someone that really does think about you 24/7 and takes the time out to text you and show you that you matter..all the little things that you do i am going to miss and itll kill bme a bit that i have to go without it for a month..maybe im being a baby but maybe not. maybe noone has the relationship we got and i hope noone does because i want us not to be like all other relationships..but i guess in the end itll all be worth it to hold you,kiss you,stare into your eyes make you smile,hear the soothing voice that i love so much,just being in your presence is amazing.idk i just gotta deal with it and i know itll make us stronger..

but yeah i love you niggaboo:)<3

when someone would post something on here or facebook..and haver a convo about what they read about their friend with other friends but not the friend who posted the post lol..idk if that makes sense but yeah it makes sense to me and thats all that matter but..its funny to me..lol?

nexxt month wont be all that great nomatter what i do.

just going to have “fun” but i know that ima feel alone.

but what can i do but deal with it.

is go up.nomore downs because i know that i can say anything and everythimg to you.anything i feel i can tell you.even if im still learning about how to make a relattionship work out by communicating about the negatives..i know youll turn that around in me..